There's a war inside my head
A pain beyond words
A cruel transformation
Of my whole dying being
This weak chrysalis
I must leave it now
The apparitions seem so real
But I don't have the force to scream
Madness flows in my rotten veins
I see spikes growing on my flesh
Vultures are eating my entrails
Rats are devouring my eyes
Yet I am able to watch
This motionless black goat
It has always been there
What is it waiting for?
While my body was burning once again
An unknown feeling struck me
I believe it is called pleasure
I enjoyed suffering for the first time
The goat is now smiling to me
And horror is replaced by joy
I passed initiation rites
Insanity has become my evil will
Vultures are eating my entrails
Rats are devouring my eyes
Yet I am able to watch
This motionless black goat
It has always been there
I know what He was waiting for
There's a war inside my head
A pain beyond words
A cruel transformation
Of my whole dying being
This weak chrysalis
I must leave it now
While my body was burning once again
An unknown feeling struck me
I believe it is called pleasure
I enjoyed suffering for the first time
My life of misery is dead
I will follow Satan's path
Blackness inside my soul
Coldness inside my heart
