my inspiration hits at inconvenient times making me commit these inconvenient crimes a shining inner light brings calmer insights I feel illuminated straight from my insides I sing a dedication and change my medication I need my taste buds back my lungs were turning black I get to know myself hopefully not too late I can rebuild myself and rehabilitate I put my makeup on I don’t like my reflection they watch me cross the line I make a bad impression you say I’m sleazy, boy like I don’t know myself your hands aren’t where they should be you need to check yourself this devastation cries like words inside my tummy she mixes bitter drinks they make her feel funny I change my path and leave pile in the cab and get home pull down the black-out blinds you need to leave me alone she talking bigger plans got room for more than this sulk in the metal cave led lights, familiar bliss we drink until it dies or we do better still nocturnal samurais another night to kill we singing battle rhymes over your platitudes we pushing softly by and past your attitudes used to be bottled up dysfunction formalised sold cheap as broken pieces apologies and lies