Whitecoatparanoia

My walls are padded 
stripped down I lie 
the lights are on 
whole day long 
feel so sick 
going blind 
can´t hurt myself 
though so eager to bleed 

These walls seem to bleed 

I want to pound my head 
against my knees 
peel off my skin 
or rip it off 
my brain is crippled 
can´t feel a thing 
smother me, under heavy weights 

White coat paranoia