Paranoid, so paranoid, shut it out, i'm on self-destruct. I can't deal with the pains in my head. Medicate the suffocation with bullshit arrogance. I'm in love with a suicide In too deep is just a state of mind. Self-sedation is my fucking 9 to 5 With a death obsession working overtime. I can't get clean, some scars won't leave, i won't come clean. Paranoid, feed the void, running low, i'm so fucking weak. Shit gets real when your friends end up dead. Lying in a puddle on the side of the bed. But nothing says i love you like a capital crime. I'm praying for injection instead of 25 I can't take this fucking noose on my neck. Barbiturate, percocet, caffeinated suspect I'm in love with my suicide Playing the victim is such a waste of time. Medicating to keep yourself alive Autopilot drug sick kicks into overdrive. I won't come clean, i won't come clean. Paranoid, just feed the void, shut it out, this mic's set to stun. I can't deal with the pains in my head. Medicate the suffocation with bullshit arrogance. I'm in love with a suicide In too deep is just a state of mind. But i can come clean, You can trust me. Rest your hopes on my lips and taste my venom Let my sorrow weigh you down and feed upon you.