All my life I got more than I bargained for Closing the door just made me want it more Like a grenade with shrapnel within You can call this art but goddamn I'm just trying to pull the pin No trust, no love Fuck everyone Ignorance is like blood moving from its body After it’s dived head first into concrete Twist and splinter till no arms remain I found the damage, it wears my face Am I burned out like icarus? Or am I just blind to see That I'm actually done with this? Losing sleep, losing time Can’t you see I’ve lost my life But I can’t seem to die All my life I got more than I bargained for Closing the door just made me want it more Like a grenade with shrapnel within You can call it art but goddamn I'm just tryna pull the pin No trust, no love Fuck everyone The noose is just a leash for death to drag me to hell and I feel its calling Pull up, make me immortal. I fucking need it