Woke up so suddenly was there anything else i ever did? Awakening not willingly placed but yet unfit As shadows creep out from my inside Like secrets of old back into night A bloodred sun rises to unknown skies Creeping high as tomorrow dies Giving and yearning for a neverending bliss Living and learning to hate life as it is Centuries smiling out of time At secrets of gold untestified Inner war to outer pride No illusions undenied Rise above to unknown heights And keep on listening Suddenly youll hear an angels whisper The great awakening Solid ground under my feet was there anything else ive ever known? My heart is in desperate need of the beauty i once was shown Struggling day after day grieved and tempted to cry Walking the solemn way only born to die All alone