The wind no longer calls my name anymore And the darkness runs so deep I've been blinded by my impure thoughts My only memories are of the past No more anguish, no more bliss I remember the sun I remember the warmth I miss the screams But most of all I miss the pain I miss the pain A taloned whip as it crosses my back Blood trickling down All for a taste of The pain Long ago when I was young I came upon a timeless gift My life was changed The tree of life awakened thoughts I've known before this time But I've forgotten why I, do not know the questions For the answers now unveiled Before my very eyes Which behold the sights of pain and pleasure Tortured by this writhing Could this be the key? Could it be? I didn't know it was so cold In the abyss The wise ones they never told me About these sights which I have seen Sensory deprivation kill my misery What is anguish, what is this? I miss the wetting rain I miss the cold of dark I live in blackness But most of all I hate my fear I hate my fear Darkened shadows beckoning me Temptation with a tinge of fright All just to hear my screams Now it's time to set things straight Accept the truth for what it is Its horrid ways Have tortured me Thru the ages Solitude my own damnation Begotten son of jehovah lord almighty your forgiveness All our lies >From the serpent's jowels Tempted by the sins of man My sadistic glee The last dawn My eyes have seen The last, dawn My eyes have seen The last, Dawn