I'm not a saint for knocking at your door Don't feel ashamed to anesthetize the sore Just slip away lying on the floor Anxiety hunts us like an animal And the desire in our heads acts like a cannibal I tried so hard to release you from the chains Why does it hurt this way? Evelyn. Evelyn, Evelyn Baby stop throwing knives at my heart I still miss you from the other side Tryin’ to bleed the pain out of the holes Dryin’ the tears with pills and alcohol No, you could never wash my guilt away Anxiety hunts us like an animal ‘Cause the desire in our heads acts like a cannibal And I tried so hard to get you out Why does it hurt this way? Evelyn. Evelyn, Evelyn Baby stop throwing knives at my heart I still miss you from the other side Our thing will be here when you’re back Nothing will change the way we are Someday you’ll listen to yourself and we’ll start over once again I will not break, I will not fall, I’ll paint your name along the walls Nothing but you, remember Nothing just you, remember Evelyn. Evelyn, Evelyn Baby stop throwing knives at my heart I still miss you from th e other side Evelyn. Evelyn, Evelyn