I Wait

things in this world 
seem so far away 
once again i wonder 
where i am 

somewhere someone's 
speaking 
but i cannot hear 

and once again it all 
falls apart 
but still i wait here trying 
to find some remnant of myself 

my days a dull aching 
please tell me what 
i'm waiting for 

things in this world 
have never seems so gray 
once again i wonder 
what i've become 

somewhere something's breaking 
this world's so dead 
when i cannot feel 
what's in my head