Lotus carnage We need / to find / someplace / to scape / of this shit I need to put my head to make Someplace and let me to escape I travel on the surface of my mind I'm motherfucker I have to die You let the sharp Knife inside (they said) You let my laugh die tonight (they paid) I bury my mind in this shit Fuck up Fuck up Fuck up my brain, my life I feel carnage and disgrace My eyes trying hard just to search I know some places in my heart I'm motherfucker I have to die You let the sharp Knife inside (they said) You let my laugh die tonight (they paid) I feel the lotus carnage So cheap I'm felling inside Voices leave me alone Shut up Screaming inside me Some place so far away