Smashed my head on the wall Fighting for survival Got no time to heal I am no cheap thrill You know I’m for real My moving truck was the subway And my job was slowly Killing me inside My creative mind Vaccum packed at day light I still taste the blood they took from me Used as a machine But don’t bother man I made my way alone Please just dont come saying you raise me Cause I can not respect a lie, right? You’re toxic You Have bad ways You aways bring hurricanes You’re like a train going waste Get this off of my life Haven’t you know the time is up the lush is gone Get this off of my life We move in different directions there’s no return Get this off of my life Get this off of my Get this off of my life Get this off of my Empty the box of illusions Filled with power conclusions But you never lived Until you dress my skin You can keep trying to convince yourself While I loose myself in hell But we’ve got something to learn The world keeps spinning and spinning like a Ferris wheel For a time you are above Ten secs later you’re down trying to pick up what was left But I wish you the best I'm not trowing shade You know I'm okay but You’re toxic You Have bad ways You aways bring hurricanes You’re like a train going waste