Can I Say

What can i say ?
Why should i try ?
I tried to love
What i knew i hated
I took a lie and i made a truth
I defended
What i should have denied
I never gave a second thought
I followed blindly part of the lot
I never gave
I never gave a second thought
I followed blindly part of the lot
How can i say i'm really free?
How can i say i'm really me ?
What can i say ?