Habits stay around
Not like I wanna be this way
Feelings laid to rest
Every night I find a way
To dream
Of what should've been
Everything was dusted gold
Then the wind
Blew it all away
Now there's nothing left but bones
Tell me who I am
Every breath feels so incomplete
Blessings in my head
Writing fiction
Set me free to feel
What I should've felt
Comfort ins't made for growth
I'm too scared
To see what I am
When I have to fight my own
Habits stay around
Not like I wanna be this way
Feelings laid to rest
Every night I find a way
To dream
Of what should've been
Now there's nothing left but bones
Tell me how
Can I find myself
When he stripped me down this raw
I can't seem to love myself
He must've thrown away my heart
