Waiting, Making my thoughts Betray the oath that I have taken Don't say, That just cause I'm tempted I betray the vow I'm making As I look beyond I see nothing there, and something's wrong What do I stand to gain If I throw it all away I decide if there's nothing left to be Of you and I, decision's up to me Why must I bear the burden of the plea Cause it's tearing at me now Wearing on me now Nothing left to be Saying, Seems all I do Is wager nothing while I'm playing Changing Is what keeps me hoping I'll make way with what your paying