And I get so scared of all this sadness Because it’s been years What if this shit lasts Forever and ever and ever and ever Why can’t my brain just get better And I get so scared of all this madness And how my songs all sound the same Can’t write the way I used to Cause I can barely think I used to smile without feeling so lame But I only see glass that I want to break I used to think that I was so damn handsome Now I think that I gave up to late Except now I've got some friends that I hold near But I miss the old ones too I could open my mouth without feelin’ so lame I felt crazier with you