Wide awake in clothes I haven’t changed For days and days as the Sun creeps through the window on my face Just let it go You say I’m like a ghost; my skin is white as paper as I haunt the halls of my home I scream like it would stop the ache Your colors start to show I know what I have to do, but it kills me Rewriting all the songs I’d change your name but I know you’ll still take everything to heart Just let it go I wonder if we’ll die with hope Or if we’ll be counting the sins we carry deeply as we go I just wanted you to have a better life Not always shying away from your thoughts on the inside I could set you free I put you on a shelf Knowing that I’d be Too far to reach you from down in hell The Sun slumps back as I burn your dreams to the best of my ability so just let me leave I scream like it would stop the ache Your colors start to show I know what I have to do, but it kills me Sleep; if anything, I’ll dream It’s only then I’ll have you I know what I have to do, but it kills me