One deep breath and I push the door in I can see my friends, they're at the far end I don't know what I'll say when I get to them I think they know it'll just be more pretend I'm in someone's house, I don't know who's Is this the kind of thing I should be used to? I don't belong here, so why did I come? A crowded room and I still feel alone This whole city is flashy small talk Bragging rights, blinding lights And countless wasted sleepless nights But hey how's it going, what's new, how are you? No one really cares, especially not you A french exit, no one will notice It's dumb trying to keep up with appearances I'll run home to the place I know 'Cause you're the only one that doesn't make me feel alone Put a check mark, next to soulmate Honestly, I used to think that kind of thing was fake But I'm cuffed up now, this is real, real love If I'm dreaming, don't wake me up And as I lay there late at night I wonder what the heck did I do right You, everything about you is totally worth it This is the closest thing to perfect They say relationships are hard and love is difficult Either that's a load of bull or maybe we're not typical 'Cause I'm not afraid, and I'm not confused And it's so obvious the way that I feel about you So I'll french exit and I don't care if they notice I'm done trying to keep up with appearances I'll run home to the place I know 'Cause you're the only one that doesn't make me feel alone