The walls are closing in on me My mind is cold i can not see Body's numb i can not think Whats got a hold of me Reality around me is not what it seems Everythings fading burning and crumbling away Like a flame of a candle Burning away the time of light In the black eternal night Fear storms in my soul I cant fight my ghost It has it grasp on me Now i fear of living any more To look someone in the eyes Is like looking at the reflection Of myself in the mirror All that i see is the ghost Days pass as i wither away mor and more For i drown myself in my own poison To keep the ghost away But time wears on Day by day Like decaying leaves On a tree In the october rain Forever i feel pain My ghost will never leave And never go away For i am the shadow of the ghost In the october rain I am the ghost that withered away