It's not a secret I am not myself I no longer know my name I've been locked in that game Tell me are you scared? I search for fame I feel so ashamed Easy to manipulate You are trapped in my game Tell me are you scared? But when I try Try so hard I'm falling apart Feeling alive When they die He's always in my mind But when I cry With my heart I'm choosing the night Feeling alive When you die He's always in my mind I sold my soul to the devi I cannot help myself, I fall I'm wondering if I die If you die, if we die Will I cry today? I sold my soul to the devil I cannot help myself, I fall I'm wondering if I die If you die, if we die Will I cry today? I sold my soul to the devil This is unfair to think I should be dead I am trying to make this end Cause he's feeding my pain Tell him I'm so scared I hear them say Please stop digging that grave I cannot control my hands It's like a mist in my head Tell him I'm so scared But when I try Try so hard I'm falling apart Feeling alive When they die He's always in my mind But when I cry With my heart I'm choosing the night Feeling alive When you die He's always in my mind I sold my soul to the devil I cannot help myself, I fall I'm wondering if I die If you die, if we die Will I cry today? I sold my soul to the devil I cannot help myself, I fall I'm wondering if I die If you die, if we die Will I cry today? I sold my soul to the devil