The way you left me. got a picture of your face in my mind. but you could not see. all the faces that you left behind. i know your not free. with no wings you are unable to fly. but don't forget me. with my love i know you're willing to try I"m so exhausted. the anger quells the tears that form at my side. but why so costly. the price at which you were willing to fly. It was so thoughtless. i wish i saw the fear in your mind. no one should be taught this. to leave that kind of stain behind. God it was a nightmare. the veil just wouldn't fall from my eyes. and you were right there. why did you live this world behind...why did you leave these girls behind And i am marchin on. jumpin to a new beat. holdin on. to the memories. focus on the life that you have left me. carry on. carry on. strugglin for nothin but the stars now. gathered in my palm again. grains of sand we carry on the wind. holdin on to life we're lettin go of sin. every battle waged will be a battle won. in the end this injustice will be undone. and we will congrigate around the silver gates. talk slowly in silence of those better days. And i miss. all the dreams i had. with you. and i miss. all the tears i shed. for you. and i'll wait here forever missin you. I'll wait. here forever missin you. i'll stay here forever missing you. i'll wait. here forever missin you. and i'll stay here forever missin you...i'll wait Offered you a sentence and you offered me a dime you never had the patience for me so I made myself some time you had your finger on the trigger put a bullet in your head what you didn't really want me? so you left me here instead? you notice I was never fake i never even tried to lie and even though i was so true you had to spit into our eyes i never could of stopped never said it's wrong but every night I had to hide inside the smoke inside my bong because the world's so crule and empty are the skies so viscouse was the melody that plaid inside your eyes you took my heart and then you ripped it you rapped it you think of what matters the most and you take it? I'd step on all your enemies but i didn't know that i was one until you put your finger on my chest and split me with your gun but now that it's all over we can lay you down to rest and when you're in the ground we'll grow and orchid out your chest i hope that god he sees it and he thinks that it's so beautiful so he will grant you wings again so you can fly to heaven too...heaven too... And i miss. all the dreams i had. with you. and i miss. all the tears i shed. for you. and i'll wait here forever missin you. and i'll stay here forever missin you. i'll wait