Last january I held my breath and begged for a life less laced with tragedy You never wanted me And the space in between became just like a dream Though I never left, only in part From the top of my lungs to the pit of your heart Do you really want to wake alone? Don’t you want to go home? Ever waiting for the end, for this to die and the sky to fall below I grieve the loss of who I was in vain My nights disintegrate into you Do you see me the way that I see you in other people's eyes? Purple and true, I do this all for you The space in between, it died just like a dream Why fall in love to fall apart? From the top of my lungs to the pit of your heart Do you really want to wake alone? Don’t you want to go home? Ever waiting for the end, for this to die and the sky to fall below I grieve the loss of who I was in vain My nights disintegrate into you And we all wilt and fade Tragic and trite, we dissipate