SELF DESTRUCTIVE MAN By: Johnny Cardoso 20/10/2008. Sometimes I feel like diamond Sometimes I feel like coal Sometimes it´s hard to find me Sometimes I´m stand as a stone It ain´t hard to recognize me When I´m with the band I´m the left stage guitar player Self destructive man Riff Nobody stick around me Now I´m here all alone I´m running with the devil With no better place to go I´m searching for soluctions For the bad things in my head I´m a goddamn fucking lonesome Self destructive man Riff People say I´m crazy I think they´re fucking right Ain´t got no expectation To change my way of life They say the way things goin´ Soon I will be dead I´m a roller coaster drifter Self destructive man