This life I lead is tested every single day It's a struggle that I can't seem to face I can't keep living life like a victim My heart is beating fast and my chest feels like a prison My world is breaking down My mind is tattered and torn I've always given my all since the day I was born Just get me out of this hell I know I just want out I'm hanging on by a thread Just tighten the noose that hangs around my aching neck I've lost my pride I've lost my way I just pray that when I die, I feel no pain I'm beaten and broken Just bury me I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of misery My mind is trapped like a slave The way I'm going, I'll be digging my own grave Just bury me I'll find a way to kill this suffering To fight the sickness in me I grind my teeth I'm loosing sleep but I'll find my way I'll find my way if it kills me I'm hanging on by a thread Just tighten the noose that hangs around my aching neck I've lost my pride I've lost my way I just pray that when I die, I feel no pain