Feeding my insecurities is something that I do best Leaving myself heartless but with an ache in my chest But I'd throw my life away if it meant fixing this God damn mess Just let me confess I regret so many mistakes that I've made in my life I can't seem to face another sleepless night I'm twisting and turning and my bridges need burning That's why I write these songs in my head To cope with the pain To deal with the stress I'm pouring my heart out to paper from pen I can't hold on to hope like I did back then It takes it's toll on my body, my soul, my mind I wish it never came to this The way I feel is so unsettling I can feel the hatred in myself again All I did was make things worse for us I can feel the world crashing down on me I regret so many mistakes that I've made in my life I can't seem to face another sleepless night I'm twisting and turning and my bridges need burning