This is the first day of my last days I built it up now take it apart climbed up real high now falldown real far No need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away I put my faith in god and my trust in you Now there's nothing more fucked up i could do Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you I'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fuckinghole No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck Don't you think you're having all the fun You know me i hate everyone Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you I want to but i can't turn back but i want to