I'm so on top You look in control I've never conquered mountains with strides to go I never fear and never sin the worst of you is the best of them Did you ever judge or speak in vain Only the steps I took where in the lord's name never was about what's right or wrong This is all a lie cigarettes and coffee couldn't hide I need something stronger I see it in your face Poison apple in my fairy tale, take me away The kiss needed to drive me from sleep Self Medicate to try and match the feeling Anything to feel as beautiful Means justified by the reason Love more. Lesser I'm loved And start to let go These are the words daddy couldn't understand at all My son's no faggot meetings with boys in unmentionable places who will carry on this family name what will the neighbors think the drugs don't work, but neither do we keep shuffling the problems just changes the order These are the words momma couldn't understand at all My daughter's no slut starring at the party as a sure fire bet once that keg blows the boys come calling don't you feel so beautiful the drugs don't work but neither do we keep shuffling the problems just changes the order