I can't be your crutch, can't hold myself up Most days feel like a scumbag, I'm pushing my luck Always saw through it, puppet on a string I'm no narcissist, not in love with me I get too frustrated when I'm not sedated Threw away all of my passion, baby, I'm paying for my actions Why you gotta celebrate it? I think that the wall's 'bout to cave in I'm a kraken, my feelings being drowned, yeah, I sank them Pathetic, yeah, I'm so pathetic, I get it I'm a menace, it's time for my penance Confession, I've been known to cause infection A weapon, lethally inject, no discretion, no I can't be your crutch, can't hold myself up Most days feel like scum, I'm pushing my luck Always saw through it, puppet on a string I'm no narcissist, not in love with me No emotion, I mask it to the casket Can't control it, do you really want to see me relapse? Overloaded, I think it's time I pack in Any way you fold it, yeah, it's always gonna be a back then No, no emotion, won't let them see Nothing to show, no vanity I think I've lost all sanity I have become my worst enemy My heart is breaking, it's more than what's fair (more than what's fair) I'm non-existent, it's like I'm not here (like I'm not here) Don't wanna sink again, I don't, I'm scared (I don't, I'm scared) I'm getting tired of this