I feel numb, I can't forget (Yeah) Your sweet nothings bite my lip I can't get up, I feel like shit I've been goin' through withdrawals, you're the drug I miss I feel sick, I need Robitussin I just lost my motor functions I'm three strikes out, I'm back to the bullpen Did me like Gurgi, threw me in the cauldron And it's hard to admit, I'm a burden Wanna leave my skin, call the surgeon No, I can't win, close the curtain I'm not your bitch, I'm a person I know it's hard to believe that I have feelings too You cut like a knife, how much blood did I lose? Crisis, I was banking on you Our vices, you would binge on me too On me, I was your ecstasy No sleep, you were right there next to me geeking Crying, yeah, I shit the bed that we used to sleep in Lying, you say you're good, I don't believe it Conceited, hard to read it, so deceiving, I don't need this Defeated, you're my weakness, memory control-alt-delete it Memory control-alt-delete it Memory control-alt-delete it