My life's a waste, my time is near And I want to say how I want you here Alluring, assure me I'm broken but worthy Of everything you said I'm not When talking to my shadow How I wished that something mattered So I do these drugs to cope Don't know why they call it dope 'Cause nothing's dope about me when I'm high Well I feel like a dope so I guess thats why Spinning cigarette buds Talking to your grandpa Wishing you were here Oh, yeah, I understand it Command it, hope that I planned it The sea, that grows bigger Than we had imagined My life's a waste, my time is near And I want to say how I want you here Alluring, assure me I'm broken but worthy Of everything you said I'm not When talking to my shadow How I wished that something mattered