Looking back a few years ago I haven’t really changed my mind The absence made me feel bitter And I’m still left behind You let me out in some way With little place for affection Even if it’s not the case you’d say That’ s how I analysed And all the things I’ve never been able to say Will keep on rotting inside unless I throw them away Looking at the terrible eyes That were looking for help in me Fear and lack of understanding Are still overwhelming me Shame and mercy Shame and mercy My head’s burning I want no compassion at all Please stay away Stay away from me