My fucking world is a suicide. Not going up i'm going straight down. I take my best friend and put him in my mouth. A friend of steel that never lies. Are you willing to die, get ready to die. Oh no! My fucking life ain't so fucking nice. Makes hell a paradise. But you would never know. If you knew you would never show it to me. I crawl in the dirt again. With my best friend. The taste of steel makes me feel. Makes me cry again. My fucking life was a suicide. There ain't no doubt i wanna die. So i say farewell to nothingness. That was my so called life. I crawl in the dirt again. I crawl in the dirt again. I'm back in this shit again. I got to put things together. I'm back in the dirt again. I crawl in the dirt again. I'm back in the