Conception

Soliloquy

Conception


[PART 1] 
[Sweet Lavender] 

Sense the purity of 
your own mind child 
such an innocence 
not yet caught by 
judging eyes 
don't touch me 
little seed 
'cause I'll betray you 
if you follow me 
you'll never see 

Trough a crack 
in the wall 
you watch the world nearly paralized 
by this glimpse of 
tomorrow 
and a glimpse is all 
you'll get 
wherever you fly 
cause you'll go blind 
the moment you 
reach down 

On your way you'll 
start wonder 
where the ocean 
meets the sand 
on your way you'll feel 
that heaven's 
slipping slow through 
your hand 

Sweet lavender 
can't remember 
what it felt like 
running trough 
the rye 

[PART 2] 
[Non-Electric Redemption] 

In the heat of 
her breath 
my life seems 
worthwhile 
when she swallows 
my soul 
I can hear the 
conch'hymn 
and I can watch myself 
moaning, sweating, 
climbing, 
penetrating my prime 
with a smile 

Fill my needs 
give me eternal 
redemption 
call my name 
with a sense of pride 
when I break through 

She's the medium 
I need to find 
my way home 
she's my intermediary 
to everlasting youth 
but I can't find 
myself in the depths 
of her bliss 
is it me 
is it her 
or the world 
we're living in 

Heal my wounds 
bring me eternal 
salvation 
call my name 
with a sense of pride 
don't make me now 

All I gained 
non-electric 
redemption 
she is not what she 
used to be 
before I fell 
tell me why 
why she's crying 
beseeching 
call her name 
with a sense of pride 
as you go down 

[PART 3] 
[In These Rooms] 

There's no purity left 
to save my soul 
from his cavalcade 
and no strength to 
carry on 
don't touch me 
little seed 
'cause I'll betray you 
if you follow me you'll 
never see 
there's a heaven in 
your hand child 
there's a place I'm 
dying to hide you 

Poor lavender 
cold but tender 
life could only 
teach you 
how to cry 

In these rooms 
a plaintive whisper 
fills the air 
on these walls 
I crucify my self 
to hail you 
right now 
the time is ripe 
for change 
the time is ripe 
for change 
pierce my body 
drink my tears 
and my blood 
come, be one with 
me 
through it's 
getting dark 
I can see the light 
through I'm getting 
weaker 
I still feel I'm alive 

Show me the way 
follow me in 
to heaven or hell 
truth our faint illusion 
I need you 
I need your eyes