It was an accidental mishap that started it all But no turning back I felt cheated by the way that they eloquently Interrogated me I could see just what they wanted And to avoid confrontation Shied away from the truth Allowed to go I realised In haste I'd left just lies behind Oh lord, will you Hold me, cradled in the palm of your hand As I, I hear your voice Still I don't understand Why you, you care for me A traitor who's returned Again You gave your life so unselfishly up for me Though I never asked you You have never turned your back on me despite the fact I do it frequently Lord, you know I love you I adore you I live for you, Jesus Please, help me with consistency I don't understand Why I can't live like you command Full of love Like you have for me