I sit alone in this room These walls stained with blood The walls are crying and it's starting to get to me I'm ticking like a bomb My mind is failing My sight is failing My lungs are failing My body is failing My body is failing With these broken legs I'll stand up and fight Buried deep, a victim of my own mind It's only a matter of time I know that I'll be just fine I'm fighting to save myself I try to climb my way out Of this abyss that I've let myself become It's getting harder for me to breathe I don't know if I continue to live If I can learn from my mistakes When will I be able to live? I can't believe that I can be saved Where is the person I used to be? My mind is failing My sight is failing My lungs are failing With these broken legs I'll stand up and fight Buried deep, a victim of my own mind It's only a matter of time I know that I'll be just fine Inside out and upside down A million times I do this to myself But I, I know this is a test of my will I'm not letting it go until I'm okay with myself I'm not okay with myself With these broken legs I'll stand up and fight Buried deep, a victim of my own mind It's only a matter of time I know that I'll be just fine I'm fighting to save myself I try to climb my way out Of this abyss that I've let myself become I'm not giving up