Corridors of Desolation

Cold within myself 
I stare to empty gloom 
Languishing years predicting the end 
Were there even beginning at all 

Lying above myself 
Gazing at my body 
Ravage of empty self 
Pale soulless embrace 

Opium has left my veins 
Reality's gruesome knives lacerate my flesh 
But I'll never cry 

Please leave me be within these shades of grey 
Soulless nonexistent flame must be extinguished without a single tear