alone in a darkened room, in a deathlike trance anticipation of suicide, one final farewell the cold blade touches my skin sweat drips from my brow one slash, one more time through never, this empty night - tonight twil be my last goodbye, and now i finally die lived my life in regret, lived life in pain, and now it's no more where did the happiness go, was it ever there? how did i ever last? here's my last word banished those who said they were friends your colours finally surfaced no you'll never have the pleasure of killing my soul - never this is my last goodbye, so here i die lived my life in regret, lived life in pain, and now it's no more one last goodbye, so here i die lived my life in regret, lived life in pain, for now i'm dead