I thought I made my mind up But then I messed up I'm lost I wanna call you up But I'm corrupt I know that I should not But I sell my soul for things I don't need And I don't let you watch So I can hurt myself pretend I don't bleed And it goes on, and on, and on again I try again, I can't again you'll see So it goes on, and on, and on again A self fulfilling prophecy Fall down, repeat Fall down, repeat Fall down, repeat Again I try but I'm too weak Fall down, repeat I thought this time was different That I'd resist it Somehow I forgot how far I drifted Still can't admit it And it goes on, and on, and on again I try again, but I'm still weak So it goes on, and on, and on again Surrender to my own defeat Fall down, repeat Fall down, repeat Fall down, repeat Again I try but I'm too weak Fall down, repeat Fall down, repeat Fall down, repeat Fall down, repeat Again I try but I'm too weak Fall down, repeat Fall down, repeat (and it goes on, and on, and on again I try) Fall down, repeat (again I can't again you'll see) Fall down, repeat Again I try but I'm too weak Fall down, repeat (and it goes on, and on, and on again I try) Fall down, repeat (again I can't again you'll see)