I'm a sinner in cultural way I'm a killer emotion destroyer Wounder of your self-esteem That scar tissue will never heal I have lost if you won't fall Bend don't brake That is only way to survive But that you have to find out Can you hear those violent tones From strings of my nerves? This stretch up feeling Will crack my mind and turn it around That humming sound In my ears is only music that I can hear My nerves I want to tune 'em down But they keep tighten up Please let me pass away Don't torn me back to that reality Wake me up wreck it up Splash it in to shooting stars Can you hear those voices rise? This scream that burns behind my eyes. I'll forget all those lies you told me If you help me to continue real life Without this instrument build inside Trying to find my way out My mental chains Get thinner under razor blades Not today. not tomorrow My calendar is too messy to follow This way of life is fatal to my mental life It's so fucking hard to try to Keep everything together Call my name to find way Out of this emptiness