I have to go, I'm so sorry But it feels so cold in here I am just now realising they don't care I try real hard, but I'm caught up By my insecurities Pour me one more, watch the ice melt in my fist I feel so unstable, fuckin' hate these people How they makin' me feel lately They makin' me weird baby, lately I feel so unstable, fuckin' hate these people How they makin' me loathe They makin' me loathe, yeah Why do we kick when the water runs? Why do we love if we're so mistaken? Why do we leave when the chase is done? Don't search me in here, I'm already gone, baby Why do we kick when the water runs? Why do we love? I will lay down, but they're staring Their eyes like to shine as though I see myself and I look scared and confused Wait, did they just talk? Why is it allowed? Do they wish to run through me? Am I just smoke? Am I the Sun and Who'll decide? I feel so unstable, fuckin' hate these people How they makin' me feel lately They makin' me weird baby, lately I feel so unstable, fuckin' hate these people How they makin' me loathe They makin' me loathe Why do we kick when the water runs? Why do we love if we're so mistaken? Why do we leave when the chase is done? Don't search me in here, I'm already gone, baby Why do we kick when the water runs? Don't search me in here, I'm already gone, baby