And everytime i stand 
I fall back down
Bleeding, healing 
Waiting to come around
And everytime i land 
It hurts even more
Reaching for the handle 
Of a closed door

I check the rear view mirror 
Like it's got all the answers
Looking up ahead 
Seems pointless i can't answer
The phone or the messages 
Or any type of contact
I miss it the most 
The heat from the contact
The numbers keep coming 
The drummer keeps drummin'
I'm wanna start running 
I'm ready to start runnin'
Chase my breath 
Don't want what comes next
Comparing new people to you 
And that's not the best
Of it, i loved it how 
You started to cry
Reveal an ounce of loss 
Before i left for the night
It was the most saw 
Of a heart inside you
I've met people for a day 
That hug harder than you
You're afraid, scared 
Cold and alone
Singing in the same key 
With a different tone
You could have said please 
With a blow so low
You hit damn hard 
And i'm stronger than most

And everytime i stand 
I fall back down
Bleeding, healing 
Waiting to come around
And everytime i land 
It hurts even more
Reaching for the handle 
Of a closed door

You wanna touch the bruise 
You pick at the scab
You wanna break the bone 
You wanna sign the cast
We did't last 
And neither did this
You're worthless now 
And so is a friendship
You're kiddin' yourself 
With a lack of color
And remember to laugh 
Everytime you stutter
With the digital toys 
The clean cut boys
Your oversized coat 
And robot voiced throat
How are the parties 
The people and the liquor
How are the drugs 
That you need to get thinner
It's all part of the deal 
You without me
Me without you 
Is gettin' harder to do
Still haven't got a clue 
What it was this time
Like what's new with you 
And who's hand replaced mine 
Still can't believe 
That it's come to this
Retracin' old steps 
That i'm bound to miss

And everytime i stand 
I fall back down
Bleeding, healing 
Waiting to come around
And everytime i land 
It hurts even more
Reaching for the handle 
Of a closed door