Still awake, the lights up Don't even know what I'm thinking about I've been feeling upside down And I know I should let it go But I've committed to the meltdown My mind's like circus, don't know if I like it Whenever I lay down (When I lay down, down, down) Swear to God, I'm always overthinking Man, I barely made it to the weekend Really need these adderalls to kick in 'Cause I'm so done staring at the ceiling Maybe I should see a doctor, maybe not tonight Maybe I just like the dark side more than the light When I get lost in this mood, I wanna dance till it's gone Maybe I'm a little off, but I don't really mind I'm weird, I'll admit it I used to think that different was bad And that I wouldn't fit in, and I didn't And I know that I'm probably a little awkward, then again I don't care, I'm a weirdo, weirdo, weirdo (weirdo) And I've been binging thoughts instead of sleeping Dude, I barely made it to the weekend Really need these adderalls to kick in 'Cause I'm so done staring at the ceiling Maybe I should see a doctor, maybe not tonight Maybe I just like the dark side more than the light When I get lost in this mood, I wanna dance till it's gone Maybe I'm a little off, but I don't really mind Little out of my mind, but I'm cool with it Stable all the time, who am I kidding? Some days I don't know if I wanna laugh or cry And now I know that I would lie if I say it didn't Bother me at times, but I wouldn't change it No, I know, I know that Maybe I should see a doctor, maybe not tonight Maybe I just like the dark side more than the light When I get lost in this mood, I wanna dance till it's gone Maybe I'm a little off, but I don't really mind (don't really mind, no) Maybe I'm a little off Yeah, maybe I'm a little off, but I don't really mind