This growing distance Without resistance So obscured by the shade of gray You're gone You walked away from this life Just like a scar The memories remain And now I'm blind I can not escape From this space I'm sinking down Into somewhere deep inside Lost track of time In a pitch black hole No sense of my existence But something ingrown Not part of me Is filling me within This pain in the phantom limb These chains on the phantom heart Too faint, the smell of spirit Too far, the sound of your voice You're not part of my life But you're still part of me Aggravate this unfortunate fantasy Deactivate this anonymous body Accelerate this path of mortality Tessellate me into my memories