How do I lay this down Every time you’re around I wanna be close to you Move in the way you do Know that you know me best Feel your name on my chest When I'm with you it’s rest Why am I such a mess (Oh) Holding my hand till 3 in the morning Pouring my heart in pieces Too scared to say it sober get it over my lips after taking a sip I'm so problematic acting erratic how do I feel Don’t wanna listen got some ambition to hate what is given And iiiiii just wanna go home I'm glaaaad that you didn’t leave me alone So whhhyyy did I leave the best thing I had It’s sad that I run to somebody else Cause’ I'm too afraid that I’ll mess up the 1 thing that’s good in my life (It’s the 1 thing that’s good in my life) How do I heal my head Take back some things I said Erase the in between pick up mistakes by me Maybe I learned my lesson Got a lot of confessing Consequences undressing Is this a curse or is this a blessing Holding my hand till 3 in the morning Pouring my heart in pieces Too scared to say it sober get it over my lips after taking a sip I'm so problematic Acting erratic how do I feel Don’t wanna listen got some ambition to hate what is given