Pristine I panic about everything I see Nothing remains constant And it is terrifying (ambulance) Broken and if it came to a choice I would always choose death (c'est la vie) A force so great that it was never there (divine) Distrusted me enough that (sentience) I am never fluid (decline) Always frozen Another hour survived (affluence) I cannot look this, shudder at this book (Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck) Love is nothing I can't ignore Because they're wrong, they're all fucking wrong How can they not Hate me like I do, I am a failure, I am a failure, I am a failure How could no one see this state before Before I implode I suggest that you go