I used to hate everything that I saw in the mirror But then I found a new frame, now everything's clearer I used to feel so ugly for what's inside my brain But maybe I'm a badass for living through the rain Of every single thought tryna put me in my grave I'll never be ashamed 'cause it's my legacy I'll never bow down until I'm who I meant to be My story is proud because it came from tragedy I'm gonna live loud until there's no breath left in me I'm gonna live through hell so I'm left with no regrets On my deathbed Oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh On my deathbed Oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh On my deathbed They used to count me up and now it sets me on fire What gets me out of bed is knowing I'ma make 'em all liars So go ahead and judge me for talking about my pain I'd rather spill my guts out than live with being fake Yeah, go ahead and die with what you're afraid to say Won't make the same mistake 'cause it's my legacy I'll never bow down until I'm who I meant to be My story is proud because it came from tragedy I'm gonna live loud until there's no breath left in me I'm gonna live through hell so I'm left with no regrets (On my deathbed) Oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh On my deathbed Oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh whoa Oh oh oh oh, oh (On my deathbed) Behind your mask with kindness You wanna see me fail But this time I won't buying No more twisted fairytales (No more, no more) (Oh whoa) No regrets on my deathbed (oh oh oh oh, oh whoa) No regrets on my final day (oh oh oh oh, oh whoa) Won't live it unsaid, until I drop dead (oh oh oh oh, oh) Dead on my deathbed (Oh whoa) No regrets on my deathbed (oh oh oh oh, oh whoa) No regrets on my final day (oh oh oh oh, oh whoa) Won't live it unsaid, until I drop dead (oh oh oh oh, oh) Dead on my deathbed