I shoulda known better than to come back here But come to think of it, nobody's even home See, the writing on the wall is your name No, I really shoulda known better Than to walk back up these steps Set foot in this door again Floors still creeks beneath me These dark memories, they greet me And I don't wanna wake the demons Not today And the heat is rising Everything inside is screaming: Turn around now Just run and hide But I've been doing that for my whole life, yes Now or never I said it's now or never But this is the place where my hope got buried alive And can I hear it calling But I don't know if I have the aware of thought To come back down those really cold corridors From the basement floor I feel flames And the heat is rising Everything inside is screaming: Turn around now Just run and hide But I've been doing that for my whole life, yes Now or never I said it's now or never I can see it now In this room, in my heart, where I swore I'd never go It's beating now In the hands of my greatest mistake, of my darkest secret Saying goodbye to you is like tearing my heart in two But I gotta close the door Goodbye, goodbye I gotta close the door Goodbye, I'm moving on I gotta close the door Goodbye, goodbye I gotta close the door I gotta close the door I'm sorry that I have to leave you here I gotta close the door I'm no good when I'm around Oh, I gotta close the door Oh, I gotta close the door I gotta close the door Close the door Close the door Close the door Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, gotta close the door When the fantasy is gone When the fantasy is gone Saying goodbye Gotta close the door Oh, gotta close the door Close the door Never coming back again Close the door Never coming back again Close the door Oh, I'm looking in my darling's eyes You know I gotta close the door Oh, even second in Even second guess is having issues Goodbye, close the door Lord, help me close the door Close the door