I used to be Mr. High He don't get no kiss goodbye Sobriety feelin' good Now my girl sees a different guy I'm still in recovery though I don't like to give advice I still wanna love you so I'm just gonna improvise Hard to talk about race, I don't have the stamina Green is the main color that comes with advantages Mugshots we don't smile for the camera Can't make the blood stop with these bandages I got criminals in my family and whatnot And some cops, I judge not, closed parameters Only one in the game that treat me like an amateur Happened to be a white boy from Canada We still tryna shuffle cards God handed us We just wingmen, look where God landed us I always try to do my music in the manner of The Man above, that's always what the standard was Or so I thought, cold world, well, they keep it real as Santa does I ain't tryna be scandalous But when a label has a hit, that they hands won't touch We prove that a Jesus song can blow up Now we talkin' the radio about playing Grow Up Bout time to have a post on the 'Gram go up Yeah, still letting go of dead weight God didn't say no, He said wait In a new headspace, uh And I'm learning how to work backwards 32 years and I've just reached the first chapter Yeah I love doing this, yo Lettin' you in a for a little bit, with so much going on Listen closely Jesus loves you And me too Let's go