Chosen Jacobs

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Chosen Jacobs


Tell your mama I'm sorry
I couldn’t break through all your walls
And your guards, who never gave through
Mood swings like the season

I know why you’re sneaking
Trough my phone while I'm sleeping
You’re searching for a reason

Blame your ex from Miami
You said Shhh (shut up)
Now you’re scared that the world won’t believe you
How could they understand it?
How we took advantage
And labeled you as damaged
You're scared that I'll abandon

If I pray to God and He gave me wings
I won’t fly away, I’ll wrap them around you
If God gave me legs like Forrest Gump
I won’t run away, I’ll walk right beside you

But every time I call
It says you’re unavailable
Please leave a message
But you’re voice mail boxe’s full
I get the message

Tell your father I'm sorry
He couldn’t make it
To walk you down the aisle or graduation
I’ll see you tomorrow, words that left you hollow
Your father was the model
For all the boys that followed

That’s why I leave this letters
I hope that you find them
‘Cause I heard you found asylum
In the bottom of a bottle

Hide and seeks you’re favorite
20 years, you played it
And tried to medicate
It hurts, that’s when you faded

If I pray to God and He gave me wings
I won’t fly away, I’ll wrap them around you
If God gave me legs like Forrest Gump
I won’t run away, I’ll walk right beside you

But every time I call
It says you’re unavailable
Please leave a message
But you’re voice mail boxe’s full
I get the message