Every time I close my eyes My rotting corpse I fantasize Of a better place for me...free of pain and lies Without death...there is no life And without death there is no rebirth [Chorus] And I can't.....and I won't stop Pity for my life...envy for my death And I can't.....and I won't stop (v) Pity for my life envy for my death I can't stop dreaming I can't stop dreaming For my death... I see a noose for me All these pills say please And gun with open arms.. With a bullet to embrace me Razor blades that smile Begging to help me They whisper: Let us take you away.