Tom: Em C E C Em C i watched you pull the chain on your belt while you E lied to me C i listened to you tell your friends about E Em when you were seventeen C you reminded me of your E father, a coward and a shame C i wanted to hold you but i knew E i should restrain D# i tried to fill the silences D D#m by forgetting about the past Cm and as we got high i D tried to make you laugh Cm i hope you felt some sort of D fire in your chest Cm i wonder if you felt anything D when i left but it doesn’t C matter, it doesn’t E matter if you don’t care, i’ll still C love you with everything i’ve E got. it don’t C matter, it don’t E matter if you don’t love me Cm ‘cause you’re the first to ever D C try otto, i miss E C you otto, i miss E C you otto, do you E C ever think of me? otto, you’re E C always on my mind i was going to tell you on the way to the E C airport no matter how much my teeth or E C tongue hurt no matter how my throat burned or my E C gums bled but my jaw locked and i stayed E Em Cm silent D# and on the plane ride home i D ate myself alive C in front of the strangers sleeping D next to me, i cried Cm i read your letter D again when i got home Cm i put it in a drawer, and D drowned myself in the bathtub but it doesn’t C matter. it doesn’t E matter if you don’t care i’ll find C E people like you and love you through them C it don’t matter, it don’t matter if E you don’t think of me anymore C i’ll kiss my lori’s lips through Cm D# C D C someone who reminds me of you x2: E C otto, i miss you E C otto, i miss you E C otto, do you ever think of me? Em E C otto, i miss you E C and otto, i love you E C my otto, i love you, still